October 28, 2006 11:39 pm Saturday (I have to add in the date and time and stuff because this sexy layout doesn't provide it) Yea. My life and some other people's are pretty much screwed up. *Me *Jason *Ali *Shyan *and Mason (if I have anything to say about it) Me- Well, Eric's mad at me. I think he will be mad at me forever. Man that makes me so depressed. (Not the medical condition. Maisie you touchy whore) Jason- Ali's mom cancelled her e-mail so that she can't e-mail him anymore. Remember, these two are going out and Ali just became homeschooled. Ali- Her mom cancelled her e-mail. No more e-mailing me or Jason or anybody. And since we're best friends, she was crying over the phone to me about it. Shyan- Mason just broke up with her. And she loved Mason soooo much. She was literally bawling for TWO freaking hours on the phone to me about it. Mason- Well, he dumped Shyan. And he dumped me, in February. So he's pretty much going to have a miserable seventh grade year because I'm going to screw up his love life and any other life he has. So that's that. That's just rad.       And so are those. The first one is how I feel about *some kid* The second I believe is true. The third is true, whenever someone asks if me and him are going out (*him* is my bestest friend and i hang around him a lot) then i say no we're just friends... and it totally kills me! The fourth is just random. The fifth is a dream about... *him* The sicth happens to be what my heart looks like right now. Specialer than the other one! Because I fixed it twice. Shows I don't need another guy to get over Mason Godding and Luke Breeding. ... So who's trick-or-treating this year? I might. Or might not. Haven't made up my mind yet. But why not? As long as there's candy why not get it? On the other hand, it is rather childish... *sigh* I love *him* soooo much. (and *him* is not Jesse. He's just sexy and nice and totally awesome with rad hair and hot eyes. I have a small crush on him, but not like the one on *him*) I've been on here every night of this four-day-weekend. Just shows how desperate I am for human contact. Any sign of life would make me happy right about now! Yawn. Not tired, but yawning from boredom. Love, Victoria | 
Yepz I do. I actually do still cry sometimes.
He's the only one who actually is.