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Guess What?

Sat, 27 Jan 2007 19:15:37 GMT

I think I might end up abandoning my Xanga.
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I'm so bored.
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Guess What? I don't love Christian any more!
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But me and him are kinda friends. I guess.
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Guess who I'm going out with?
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I can't tell you. He'll kill me. Guess who my cousin Jenny loves?
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Lucas Smith (otherwise known as Sacul by me) and Matthew Christensen. P.S.- Matthew is hott. "He has a niiiiiiiice butt." Jenny says.
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Guess what? I don't like Jesse anymore. He's not a sexy monkey anymore....
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"But Lucas is a sexy gopher or chipmunk p.s he has a nice butt too" said Jenny with a dreamy look on her face.
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I think that Luke Breeding is a dipshit.
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I <3 my bf. He's sooooooo rad. Radder than Christian ever was... and Christian was pretty rad.

Yepz I do. I actually do still cry sometimes.

He's the only one who actually is.
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I think I'm in love. I look back at all the past boys I loved and I think, "How the hell did I love him? That wasn't love!"
I think I just found love. I'm proud of it and I hope me and him are gonna be together forever just like he says we're gonna be...

I <3 him so much.

Love Always,
From the bottom of my slowly healing heart,
With many x's and o's,
And lots of love,
With as much sincerity as I can muster,
And all the love that me and my boyfriend share,
And by all the stars in the sky and the fish in the sea,
And by the shortness of the miniskirt I'm wearing (:P),
And with the rad sunglasses on my cousin Jenny's face,
And by the fact that I will be one day a fully qualified Broadway star,
And Love,
Vicky

SORRY!

Thu, 16 Nov 2006 21:13:09 GMT

November 16 2006 4:10 pm THURSDAY

SORRY GUYS! I know I haven't been on lately...

I've been sort of occupying my Myspace lately... so yea... if you want my Myspace then ask for it but it's really rad!

No, tay, I didn't ask him out yet. I keep growing chickenish every time I try so I'll just do it a different way...

I LOVE HIM SOOO MUCH!

And yea Jesse you are such a sexy monkey!! (inside joke be warned)

And I've run out of things to talk about soon.

Xanga is old compared to Myspace. XAnga's good, though...

THX FOR LISTENING TO MY NONSTOP RAMBLING!!!

Love,

Victoria

I <3 Christian!

And I figured out how to make broken hearts.

<Z3

Well... now you know

Fri, 03 Nov 2006 03:59:27 GMT

Thursday November 2 2006, 10:46 pm

Well.
Now you know.
Who I like anyways. Check the top of my sexy layout if you couldn't guess. I think it goes right with my layout!
Don't you agree?

And Taylor, don't worry.
I didn't kill Jesse or anything. Although I wanted to so badly.

And I think Christian might not need much persuasion to go out with me. If any of you has ever been around and witnessed us...

You'd go, "DAAAAAAAAAAMN...."
Yea. That's what Brandon Fagan (sp?) said. Then he was all like, "Way to go, Christian! You finally snagged her!" Christian just looked at him.

What was he witnessing?
Only the best event of my life!

No, he didn't kiss me. But I thought once or twice he was going to. His lips were thaaaaaat close... about... the distance between the next two dashes

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SERIOUSLY. Like, eyelashes away! See the ever so small slit of white between them? That was the distance. One- billionth of a centimeter.

BUT WHAT WAS HE WITNESSING?

Believe me, if you're at school next week, you'll see more of it.
Well, here's the story.

One day (last... Wednesday, I believe) I gave Christian a huuuuug. BIG hug. CLOSSSSSE hug. And he hugged back. *_*
And then after sixth hour he hugged me.
And he keeps hugging me.
Hourly.
Sometimes three times a class period.
It's scary. But I like it.
And almost everytime he says something like, "I love you." "You know how much I love you, right?" "Sup, lover?"
I thought he was joking at first.
But now I don't think so.
He gave me that pathetic little flower he made in Spanish. He's in my Spanish class. It was really nice though; he said it was really pretty and he would've given it to his mom but he thought 'I deserved it more for being such a 'close' friend.' And he emphasised the word close...

Nick Melton's getting jealoooouuuuussssssss.....
He keeps hugging me now.
Come to think of it, most of my guy friends hug me now.
Christian made them jealous.
Oh boy.
I'm in for it.

I hope you guys love your three day weekend and enjoy it immensely!

Love,
Victoria

I love Christian R
I love Eric H
I love Nick M

But who do I love more????

(Don't worry Jesse, I still love you too!)

That's just Rad...

Sun, 29 Oct 2006 04:27:34 GMT

October 28, 2006 11:39 pm Saturday

(I have to add in the date and time and stuff because this sexy layout doesn't provide it)

Yea. My life and some other people's are pretty much screwed up.

*Me

*Jason

*Ali

*Shyan

*and Mason (if I have anything to say about it)

Me- Well, Eric's mad at me. I think he will be mad at me forever. Man that makes me so depressed. (Not the medical condition. Maisie you touchy whore)

Jason- Ali's mom cancelled her e-mail so that she can't e-mail him anymore. Remember, these two are going out and Ali just became homeschooled.

Ali- Her mom cancelled her e-mail. No more e-mailing me or Jason or anybody. And since we're best friends, she was crying over the phone to me about it.

Shyan- Mason just broke up with her. And she loved Mason soooo much. She was literally bawling for TWO freaking hours on the phone to me about it.

Mason- Well, he dumped Shyan. And he dumped me, in February. So he's pretty much going to have a miserable seventh grade year because I'm going to screw up his love life and any other life he has.

So that's that.

That's just rad.

And so are those.

The first one is how I feel about *some kid*

The second I believe is true.

The third is true, whenever someone asks if me and him are going out (*him* is my bestest friend and i hang around him a lot) then i say no we're just friends... and it totally kills me!

The fourth is just random.

The fifth is a dream about... *him*

The sicth happens to be what my heart looks like right now. Specialer than the other one! Because I fixed it twice. Shows I don't need another guy to get over Mason Godding and Luke Breeding.

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So who's trick-or-treating this year?

I might. Or might not. Haven't made up my mind yet.

But why not? As long as there's candy why not get it? On the other hand, it is rather childish...

*sigh*

I love *him* soooo much.

(and *him* is not Jesse. He's just sexy and nice and totally awesome with rad hair and hot eyes. I have a small crush on him, but not like the one on *him*)

I've been on here every night of this four-day-weekend.

Just shows how desperate I am for human contact. Any sign of life would make me happy right about now!

Yawn. Not tired, but yawning from boredom.

Love,

Victoria

Happy Halloween!

Thu, 26 Oct 2006 01:35:22 GMT

Hey people! Happy Halloween! Well, today's not Halloween, but next Tuesday is. Only six days left.

PLUS

A FOUR DAY weekend!!! (gotta love those exclamation points)

I might be going to the movies or something on Friday or Saturday wiht Ali and Jason. And no, I'm not going out with Jason. Get over it. He's not my type. :) But he's awesome anyways.

Have you guys heard the song White and Nerdy by Wierd Al Yankovic? It's like, a TOTALLY rad song! If you want the link to a video of it, here it is:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-xEzGIuY7kw

Rad song. Really funny too.

Love,

Victoria

P.S.

I HATE ERIC HENNEERG

Hey, guys!

Sat, 14 Oct 2006 18:58:22 GMT

Thanks for the offer, Tay. But I think Luke knows by now why I'm mad.

If you want you can tell him... And you're so lucky you get to sit next to him at lunch. I haven't even talked to him in weeks. He used to poke me and stuff all the time last year... I almost miss it. ALMOST.

Only I know it was all a lie. I remember CLEARLY hearing him say something... I said, "You know what, it doesn't matter whether I'm yours or not you're my best friend and you'll always be." and he said, "It's okay, Victoria you're my best friend too." And then he hugged me... last day of school last year. He also said that to me over the summer and now it looks like he wants nothing to do with me.

That's okay. I always figured he hated me in some way or another. You know Jason Puder, right? Well, he told me that Luke said that the reason he didn't want me to know the story is because he was feeling really guilty and didn't mean anything he said. And he also didn't want this mess to happen and he didn't want me mad at him.

I don't believe that. But Jason's still one of my best friends anyways! And now Luke's using reverse psychology on me. It worked last year and he thinks it's going to work this year.

Psh. Tay, can you tell him that I said "Reverse psychology isn't working."

Also, can you tell him that I said that maybe I'd forgive him if he said sorry and actually meant it this time? Also tell him that I want the full story. No lies.

PLEASE? Thanks, Tay!

Oh, and heeeeey Emma! You haven't talked to me in... forever. How rude. Just kidding.

Well, I'll just wait then...

Love,

Victoria

Salad Fingers, Jesse, and Luke, OH MY!

Tue, 10 Oct 2006 00:13:39 GMT

Okay guys!

Today's like, MONDAY. AND I'm STILL posting WEBBLOGS.

How creepy is that?

Anyways.

Have any of you guys seen Salad Fingers? It's the FUNNIEST little cartoon thing ever. If I manaage to find a code to put on my Xanga, I will.

For now, here's a pic of SALAD FINGERS!

he's really creepy but really funny!

There's SEVEN episodes of him! Just type in salad fingers in google and he'll show up.

Hey, Faith! I'm not mad about Jesse anymore. But I'll bet you a buck you're not going to last longer than two weeks lol. Joking, Faithy sorry...

LUKE BREEDING you owe me an apology! What you said about me Saturday wasn't exactly the nicest...

And you're supposed to be my best friend... now I know I can't trust anyone!

Sorry Tay and Emma and Faith.

I might still be able to trust you guys...

Cmnt me!

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Luv Much

ILU

Hearts,

Vicky

Sunday, October 08, 2006

Sun, 08 Oct 2006 18:20:20 GMT

I'm like, sooo obsessed with my Xanga this wknd!
Gawd. I need to get over it...
I should call Jason.
That's what I should do...

More pics 4 u!!!
Some are cute
but some are sad...

Okay.I correct myself. I'm feeling SAD. Not depressed. I've been sad for a couple of days now, and I don't know why... *sigh*
Oh well. MUST CHEER UP.

Hey guys, dance on October 20th!

I still don't have a date for it. I probably don't need one. I'll dance with whoever I want...
Eric thinks that if u go 2 a dance then u absolutely MUST dance.
Psh. Eric, no. U can go and not dance.

I just wanna dance!!!

I think I like someone again.
I knew that the 'I don't like anyone' phase was going to be over soon...

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Love Much!
ILU
Hearts,
Vicky

ok tay to answer ur cmnt I just gotta tell u i went out w/ mason in FEBRUARY
btw which shelby? bessette or another one?
luv ya tay!

Sunday, October 08, 2006

Sun, 08 Oct 2006 04:51:42 GMT

Alright.
About Jesse.
I don't think he's my type. Soooo.... yea. Anyways.
Guys, I think I have something to announce.
This hasn't happened in about seven years.

I don't like anybody.
WHOA.
Really?!

I mean, hey, what happened to Luke 'Fitz-what's-his-face' (lol Tay) or Mason Godding or Chance Stewart?
Oh puh-leeze

Mason is just my best friend now
I haven't talked to Chance since last year
And Luke can go to hell. Simple as that. No offense to him. It's just that he's hurt me way too much.

AND if Luke's hearing that stupid rumor JEFF BELKE's passing around it's totally false. I was talking to Shyan and I said that I'd kiss 'him' (Jesse) if she gave me thirty bucks... and some stupid git named Matt Gandy was walking in front of us and said "Who, Luke Fitzgerald?" I had this wierd feeling and turned to see Jeff laughing and looking at me and now I'm so mad at him it's UNNATURAL.

Grrr.

Once I find Jesse's Xanga he'll wish he'd never been born.
Maybe not; I shouldn't do that to him. Then he really will hate me...

And contrary to what you may think Maisie I do have people who love me and care other than my family.
So I wouldn't go on jeering about how the fat nerd is hated and she's soooo stupid and you know what? She's a slutty whore too!

I may be a bit of a flirt, but I'm not a slut.
Sluts have problems.

Well.
I'm kind of tired because I never went to bed last night.
So I'm going to bed.
G'night!

xoxo
Luv much
Hearts,
Vicky

<3 ya Jesse! lol Not really... love you as much as I can without you being a crush or a boyfriend!

ah ha so cute! especially the kitty one, the fez one, the voldemort one, and the i am pissed one... also the rocks have urges and i do believe in commas one... lol

but im tired
its one o' clock
night!

Saturday, October 07, 2006

Sat, 07 Oct 2006 17:54:23 GMT

Hey guys! It's ME Vicky... but who seriously cares?
OMg faith im like sooo mad at u but hey i guess its my fault soooo .... im not mad anymore lol
and tay congrats on getting clayton again... although i dont kno wat the hell u see in him
but yea tay i do need a bf
but i dont want u 2 get me one cuz i dont kno who ud pick
besides nobody likes me anyways
fat nerds dont get bfs... thats y i dont got one
im just sooo bored *dances around*
I shoild call eric again... i forgot his yahoo messenger sn...

Hearts,
Vicky!!!!

I still luv Jesse
hes my sexy home boy
and yes he knows that
and he likes it lol